Monday, May 31, 2010

Missing the bike ride

Jeff and Karianne went bike riding today on the parkway- my little 4 year old road all by herself( on her very cute new pink bike) 6 miles! Guess I'd better get moving......pretty sad when a 4 year old can out bike you!

Sunday, May 30, 2010

I hate being this way

I HATE being this way- I miss being and feeling STRONG like I did when we were working out with Step.

 I could hardly carry in the groceries tonight- it's pitiful.

 A gallon of milk just about does me in trying to pick it up.

 It's hard to see how far backwards I have gone from where I was when working out.

Saturday, May 29, 2010

If only....

I have tested several times for celiac- but I know I have to have a problem with it- that, yeast, and lactose....I might as well just become a rabbit- by the time I take out all the foods that cause me problems vegetables are about the only thing left. yuck- sorry, but I actually do not like veggies unless it's Veggie Tales. uggggg- I hate having to change everything....but I don't have a choice.

( I am in the grieving stages now! denial, anger, denial, anger....)
May 29 at 11:12pm

I am just at the beginning stage to where I can turn it back around.

 Gee- now, if I could only get my joints and muscles to cooperate with me so I can exercise.......

I've got to break this cycle somehow- the more tired and in pain I am, the less likely I am to even try to get my body moving.

 I am just going to have to bite the bullet and make myself start.....tomorrow that is.....
May 29 at 11:33pm 

Big slam from the doc today

Big slam from the doc yesterday. To add to my fibromyalgia, arthritis(type disorder) fatigue....I can now add "diabetic" to my list. NOT happy....but, hey- on the bright side my liver/abdominal ultrasound was normal and my vitamin D came up a few points! Now-to get my A1C down(for all you non-diabetic/non-medical folks that is the test that tells the average of your blood sugars in the last 3-6 months) ARRGG

Monday, May 17, 2010

The pain....

Rain=hurting joints=want to stay in bed= will have to drink lots of coffee instead!

In bed since Friday- not able to move much...whole body hurts from fibromyalgia/arthritis....this morning went to church( very slowly and well, with an "I don't want to be here" mood. A huge thanks to my dear friend Kristy Dengler for the 5 minute hug in the hallway- what a blessing that was.....

Slow moving today...but at least I am up. I had a bunch of blood work done yesterday and a liver/abdomen ultrasound to rule out any problems that could be contributing to my muscle and joint pain.