Monday, May 31, 2010
Sunday, May 30, 2010
I HATE being this way- I miss being and feeling STRONG like I did when we were working out with Step.
I could hardly carry in the groceries tonight- it's pitiful.
A gallon of milk just about does me in trying to pick it up.
It's hard to see how far backwards I have gone from where I was when working out.
Saturday, May 29, 2010
I have tested several times for celiac- but I know I have to have a problem with it- that, yeast, and lactose....I might as well just become a rabbit- by the time I take out all the foods that cause me problems vegetables are about the only thing left. yuck- sorry, but I actually do not like veggies unless it's Veggie Tales. uggggg- I hate having to change everything....but I don't have a choice.
( I am in the grieving stages now! denial, anger, denial, anger....)
May 29 at 11:12pm
I am just at the beginning stage to where I can turn it back around.
Gee- now, if I could only get my joints and muscles to cooperate with me so I can exercise.......
I've got to break this cycle somehow- the more tired and in pain I am, the less likely I am to even try to get my body moving.
I am just going to have to bite the bullet and make myself start.....tomorrow that is.....May 29 at 11:33pm
Big slam from the doc yesterday. To add to my fibromyalgia, arthritis(type disorder) fatigue....I can now add "diabetic" to my list. NOT happy....but, hey- on the bright side my liver/abdominal ultrasound was normal and my vitamin D came up a few points! Now-to get my A1C down(for all you non-diabetic/non-medical folks that is the test that tells the average of your blood sugars in the last 3-6 months) ARRGG
Monday, May 17, 2010
Rain=hurting joints=want to stay in bed= will have to drink lots of coffee instead!
In bed since Friday- not able to move much...whole body hurts from fibromyalgia/arthritis....this morning went to church( very slowly and well, with an "I don't want to be here" mood. A huge thanks to my dear friend Kristy Dengler for the 5 minute hug in the hallway- what a blessing that was.....
Slow moving today...but at least I am up. I had a bunch of blood work done yesterday and a liver/abdomen ultrasound to rule out any problems that could be contributing to my muscle and joint pain.